i just want to dance

white tee - next/ cargo pants - next/ gold cuff - miss selfrigde


That's exactly feel, I just want to go out dancing, its so much fun, but I wont be for a long time :(. Missed my boyfriends Christmas party 2 weeks ago due to snow, and ordered a dress on asos which arrived yesterday, which means I have two unused dresses, gutted; but I will feature them soon. As well as some new additions to my room.

Above you see the fruits of the next sale, super baggy white; skinny cargo pants; don't call me boring I like it.

Hope everyone will have a fun night tomorrow.




Baby I just wanna dance; I don’t really care; I just wanna dance; I don’t really care… care… care

shyness is nice

sheer kimino - topshop £35>£25 /black paper shorts - red herring £22>£11 /camel paper bag shorts -topshop - £35>£20 /skull scarf £12>£7 / bandeau top - topshop £6>£3 /gold cuff - miss selfridge £12>£6 /cross necklace £12.50>£6.25 /stone necklace - river island £14>£4


just a quick post as i have to be up at 4 tomorrow morning for work, and because of work i dont get to post as much:( the boy was supposed to take picture of me today but he got lazy and then it got too dark, so instead i treat with my sale bargins, its the only sale shoppoing I will get to do, due to work.

I actually exhanged a bracelet the boy got me for christmas for the cuff and cross necklace, still on the look out for s/s essentials.

p.s apologies for the dark nd murky lighting
p.p.s i hate next

winter winds

sheer shirt - gift(mum)/ studded cuff - gift(mum)

Work has been well, plentiful. and by plentiful I mean I've been there everyday this week, on Christmas eve to 7, preparing for next sale! However did reserve some nice things, which hopefully I'll get to show you soon, but I've got to much work next week, including starting the sale as 5AM! ON Monday morning. I have got some really nice things that I've brought in the sale so far.

I just wanted to show you on my present that my lovely boyfriend got me, he knows that I have sweet tooth. OK maybe more than a sweet tooth. This shirt is perfect, it sheer, has a dip back hem and blush pinks, I'm picking my summer colours already.

dont you forget about me

cardigan - tk maxx/ t shirt - topshop/ necklace - accesorize/ trousers - lovelabel:ebay

badly applied make up, crap lighting and washed out face; dont say I dont treat you

has anyone watched that MTV show if you really need knew ? I watched it today and I will admit I cried, Often there is much hurt and pain in people's lives and its a struggle or them to express and deal with. Sometimes the ones around you want to ignore this, or are too wrapped up in there own lives. Its painful to know that some people feel so trapped, they may not have a forum to express themselves, but at look morrisey wrote

If so easy to laugh
its so easier to hate
it takes strength to gentle and kind
over, over, over and over

People can be so horrible and so cruel, but there really isnt need

camisado

hat - river island/ t shirt - primark/ leather short - thrift diy/ earrings - ebay/ flowers

I bought leather trousers a while ago, like right back when I started this blog, before then even, i diy'ed a month ago and this is the first I've actually worn them. they cost £2.50! There were black leathers and brown I went for brown, and I like the way they contrast with the teal peacock. Truth be told, im only fitting into these now, this is what happens when you dont go to the gym.

I understand my room is a tip, but technically I'm still young so there! but I've been working..

How lovely are the flowers ? My wonderful boyfriend bought them for me; for our nine months.

red red wine

dress - h&m

I'm a red dress type of girl

typical me, typical me, I started something..

sequin top - ebay/ faux leather - ebay

I'm thinking I really need to use my twitter it'll be my outlet of blitherings. last week I was so angry (actual rage) because I missed out on a gorgeous sequin top from topshop, by 50p! in the last 20 seconds, but I didn't let it deter mine, and went ebaying about, and found this but now I must top and faux leather. For now I must dash...

- more posts to come in the following days; work permitting.

isolation

work uniform/ new stuff; velvet dress - new look £5/ beaded vest - thrift £2.50/ lace up wedges - h&m £25/ fishnet tights - bodycare/ holographic nail polish - gosh £5/ elizabeth arden gel liner - tkmaxx £5/ loreal lipstick x3 - tkmaxx £7.99/ carrot cake muffins

Worry not, I'm still alive; I've been working at next, baking, buying and just the other regular crap.

fishnets are not wrong, its just too cold to wear them.. or go outside. I wore these wedges out on Saturday night and my toes were much for 3 days after, but I still love them.

if you must go to work tomorrow..

faux fur - thrift/ jumper - tesco/ jeans - primark/ boots tesco

think knitwear. think rodarte. think sid. think topshop. and think.... tesco

That's wear this beauty of a jumper comes from, different colours; different textures, different proportions; cobweb knit; could you ask for more ?

I saw it on my lunch break from work, then I had chips in the cafe alone (shine a light), and then after work I came and conquered much to the annoyance of my bf. 16 pounds spent well. Whilst there I saw many other nice things; heeled hiking boots; lace up wedges; cobweb cardigans; floral and leo print harems, round every corner I was able to find some I covet and in the coming weeks I think i'll be sure to pick up some item. Three weeks ago I was in desperate need of boots. We all know how desperatation feels, so I picked up these boots or a mere £18.

otherwise; my boyfriend was kind enough to take these pictures, and yes it is still winter...

keats and yates are on your side

t shirt - zara/ hoody - h&m/ parka - topshop/ hat - h&m/ scarf - zara/ leggings - prinark


LIFE IS COLD, MESSY AND VELVET

LOL@ looking miserable and having awful hair

it's too close to home and it's too near the bone

scarf - zara/ t shirt - stolen from a friend/ skirt - topshop/ leather jacket - h&m/ socks - primark/ bag - zara

Park the car at the side of the road
You should know
Time's tide will smother you
And I will too
When you laugh about people who feel so
Very lonely
Their only desire is to die
Well, I'm afraid
It doesn't make me smile
I wish I could laugh

This the first time I've worn a skirt in the blog, I no longer them often. Its an old skirt, but it remind me of mcqueen because of the exoskeleton pattern. fitting if my current mood. I'm tempted to delete older posts , I'm trying to form some sort of continuity. It's important to express yourself.

Thought I'd try a nice style of photo; dark and shaky. ahah my sister took them, she's 9 and the cameras a bit heavy for her, we'll see.

ive seen it happen in other people's lives

hat - river island/ shirt - h&M/ shorts - thrift/ shoes - primark

and now its happening to mine

I'm gettig so bored of staying at home all the time, I cannot wait to start at Next on Saturday, although Im slightly apprehensive; what if im shit ? wha if people dont like me ? what if i trip and fall down the stairs? Because people, question have got to be asked, but dont worry Im adminstering myself some type of cognitive therapy

Delivery can be so frustrating Im currently waiting on a face mask I bought from ebay a months ago... and Make up i bought from Sleek two weeks ago now, when they had that 50% sale...

god my hair is awful! I have to wait another 3 weeks to get it done

hang the dj

Knitted dress - Primark £5 / Velvet leggings - Primark £3 / Nude kitten heels - Primark £4/ Over the knee sock - Primark £2.50 / Tights - Primark £2.50 / Orange lip gloss - Primark 50p / Purple eyepencil - Primark £2.00 / Black wool fedora - River Island £4.99 / Studio fix fluid NW45/Studio fix concealerNW40 - Mac

Yesterday my boyfriend and I went to oxford, unfortunately I forgot my SD card in my laptop (smarty pants), so I couldnt take any pictures; but I'be had such a nice day, infact I've had such a nice weekend.

Dont look at me like that! Nude...Patent...Kitten heels, I don't know what wrong with me but i love them, they look so ugly they're brilliant and as I told my boyfriend I will wear them anywhere and everywhere!

Truth be told i didnt actually pay for the leggings and dress, not because I'm a tea - leaf, but because the cashier didn't them, I did think it was cheap, but didn't actually check the receipt till I had left the store, oh well. And the hat was so cheap because they mistakenly put at £15 off sticker on it when it was only meant to be £10 off, but I'm not complaining...

My boyfriend was nice enough to buy to the foundation and concealer for me...too nice; I start my induction at Next in 2 hours and I haven't even showered yet.

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